If I was - Vagbond OST 2019

I wish I could be the wind just for today
So I can stay by your side
I would touch your cheeks when you get sad and cry
To erase those tears

If only I could, I wish I could your longing
So I can shine in your heart
Like the stars in the deep night, like the sun during the day
I want to be remembered forever

If I was me now, then
I wouldn’t have left you alone and regretted
I would have had a more earnest heart
And held you so you wouldn’t get farther away

If I were who you wanted me to be
If I am able to hold all your scars
Will you look at me once more?
Can you turn back the time
And fall back in love with me?

I’ve gathered all the beautiful moments
To take them out when I get tired
I’ve realized that the most beautiful memory
Hurts the most
Like a fool

If I was me now, then
I wouldn’t have left you alone and regretted
I would have had a more earnest heart
And held you so you wouldn’t get farther away

If I were who you wanted me to be
If I am able to hold all your scars
Will you look at me once more?
Can you turn back the time
And fall back in love with me?

I would have had a more earnest heart
And held you so you wouldn’t get farther away

I’m who you really want
I love you even more from far away
I wish I could tell you
So we can turn back the time
And fall in love again

Song: If I was (lyrics translation)
Artist: Kim Jae Hwan
Album: Vagabond OST Part.9
Year: 2019